Seriously though, why have a website? Why blog?
In answering this, I am instantly reminded of a lovely passage belonging to Nietzsche (para 93 of the Gay Science):
“But then why do you write?” A: I am not one of those who think with a quill in hand, much less one of those who abandon themselves to their passions right before the open inkwell, sitting on their chair and staring at the paper. I am annoyed and ashamed by all writing; to me writing is nature’s call — to speak of it even in simile is repugnant to me. B: But why, then, do you write? A: Well, my friend, I say this in confidence: until now I have found no other means of getting rid of my thoughts. –B: And why do you want to get rid of them? –A: Why do I want to? Do I want to? I have to. –B: Enough! Enough!
In what could almost be described as an existential crisis, I have been asking myself why/whether to host a personal website for exactly the same amount of time that i have been sitting on iankerr.ca. I registered the site right around the first bong of the new millennium; it has taken me six years to execute. When I bought the domain, I had no clue why or what I would use it for. I confess that I mostly did it so that no one else would cybersquat. (I already lost the dot-com to that pesky photographer!). It comes as no surprise, then, that my plans for a full blown website moved slowly and went through several iterations. Remember back in 2000 how big-a-deal flash was? One of my former students, Ryan Singh, made me a totally wicked flash-based site with looping iankerr drum fills and lots of pizzazz. It was great to look at (though, as we learned about flash animation in general, not over and over and over again!). But the site had no point.
Inspired by my friend Michael Geist (who basically said: “just do it. its purpose will emerge.”), I eventually clarified my position on a number of items:
- Overpopulation. To carry on from nietzsche, there is already too much warm excrement populating cyberspace. If I was to further proliferate, I had to promise myself that I would not radiate more heat than light!
- Tone. My teaching style is informal but my writing style is (usually) formal. Which should it be for the website? Given my immediate goals, I am opting for an informal tone.
- Regularity vs insight. Too many of the posts that I see online these days read like they are there to fulfill some daily quota. I have decided to post only when I have something meaningful to say. Sure, it risks inattention but I am not doing this to seek attention. (hmm, really?!)
Enough pontificating. its time to get out there and rock, and roll the bones. So welcome to my site. I hope it serves its purposes.